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almost pyaar with dj madarchod

I think about this particular interaction a lot, "tu chahta tha ki mai tere paer padd jau aur maafi maangu" it's such a mischaracterization. I get it when people are clingy, anxious fucks but what did I do or say that warrants such hostility in his behaviour towards me? Saying "ro matt" is just a reaction to constant nagging and provocative remarks, I wouldn't unnecessarily spin that on him without that notion.  It reminded me no matter how someone who might perceive as intelligent can act in the most infantilized manner when under conflict. I maintained my cool throughout and even offered that we still continue professionally from a distance after we don't remain friends. Initially he said he respects that decision but then a day later, comes back trying to shift the blame on me? I wasnt the one who resorted to name calling or saying oho you don't know the effect this had on my mental health. I was just chilling and revitalizing instead ...

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