the death of love
Tanu sent me a post today which talked about in marriages, love dies because people fall in love with a stranger and marry them. But if it was your bestfriend then the conversation would never end. It made me wonder does love die when you don't express it? I believe love is something held deep inside you even if you don't say it out loud ever other day. I don't need to see my friends everyday for me to realise that I love them. I see them as they are. Even those I have lost over the years. The ones I haven't spoken to in years. I don't think love ever dies. That's a wild concept to have. like I genuinely have a place for everyone who I've ever loved in my heart. Even S with her flaws, A with his backstabbing and S² for her complicity. This is the reason why I woke up crying 2 weeks ago when I saw my school mates in my dream because I miss them so much and I haven't seen them in years but their lack of maturity hurts me more than it does them....
